Have come a long way

For so long I have felt that
I have always been…

There were tough times, hard situations to face,
an option somewhere existed which could make you go back
But then you were scared to go back, because
You were afraid of what you would face.

This…is not what I am here to say.

Since the last few months being like this, until now
I have made many a mistakes, but somehow
convinced myself with facts that i have done none,
just to believe you force it.

…not what I am here to say again.

I have been in to many a situations, where
i was tried and tested.
Somehow I always shut the door of my mind,
This time its open, wide open
for an uncomfortable guest.

This Is what I am Here to Say

Like a sound from light, I realize,
It is that time
Which is still running,

Running away from me, from you and from us.

ps: The fest is over!

Been there, done that

…and felt this before.

The feeling is familiar, but then i have not felt it in a while. It just comes and goes, and stays for sometime to make me feel guilty. To make me feel better (and also guilty), by remembering the good old days. I am many things but not the one which i am. And what i am is good enough for now, for me, for you and for all. For some reason me being like this is justified, or rather for some things and someone. Things may not work for us the way we want, but they are for the good of all of us. What comes out of my mouth, may not be truth, may not be what i mean. My actions may not be for the good. It sounds and feels miserable.

Have i said too much?

But then don worry what comes out of my mouth is nothing to worry about.

ps: It may not seem right or true… But it s true, it is true. Is it?

Something So Simple

Sometimes very simple things can make a difference. Something so simple like a good morning message in the morning can make your day good. A flash of a message on your mobile screen can cheer you up, make you feel special, its so different from rest of the feelings and you just cant explain it how exactly it feels like. But then it just feels different and special!

ps: Its weird and different!

Why cant i think of a better title?

And write something which makes sense here?

I woke up in the morning today, thinking to study seriously after wasting(not really!) hell lot of time yesterday, to study for the cycle tests.. I got up some how, after fighting really hard with the person who was sitting on my right shoulder(or standing, i dont remember exactly!) and forcing me or rather giving me more incentives to sleep for some more time.. a bit longer, i said to myself, glanced at the laptop(which had been running for past 2 days continuously, one of my fav songs playing in the background) to find out what was the time. It was somewhere around 4:00 a.m. Hmmm, cycles is the only time when i use my laptop so much, either for searching what stuff is there on the lan or for listening to music or watching some arbit things!

I told myself that its too early and goes against my reputation. So slept again, actually did i think this much? cha, i dont remember that either!

I closed my eyes thinking of finishing of the dream sequence which got disturbed before(i remember being in the middle of a 20-20 match being played in our campus as a part of ruby cup..lol), and started thinking how much i have left and what all i have to study.. i realized there is loads left for the second paper and i am yet to start for the first paper! And then suddenly out of tension i got up again (really?) !

I glanced at the laptop screen, the time was 4:02 a.m. and the song playing was one of my fav songs!

ps: the song was mp3!

Simply Amazing…

Just read this blog of some nittian (the person has requested for not disclosing his identity).

Beautifully written, and to a lot of extent, true…!

just read it once and u ll realize why i am saying this…

Woes of a Pragyan girlfriend

Why it is the biggest mistake of your lifetime to go out with a member of the website development team of one of the most spectacular technical festivals in India..

Springtime is here- a season of new beginnings, love, laughter and happiness. A great situation for budding relationships you may think. But will the blossom stand the frost of the web team lab of NIT Trichy. I can assure you that it is a trial by fire.

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