Ek tanha musafir…

Read this somewhere on some blog…hmmm…

“Ek Tanha Musafir tha,
RahoN pe yun chalte hue..
Apni hi dhun mein ghafil tha,

Aayi leher thi kuch sapno ki,
Naye rahe roshni usne bhi..
Dekhi thi wahan jhalak apno ki,

Anjaan naa tha woh duniya ke dastoor sae,
woh toot-te jazbo sae dekhe
Insaani chehre benoor sae

Fir shamil woh bhi the uss jamaat mein,
Bante jahan kam hi fasane..
Par mit-te zarur chand kadmaat pe,

Tha kabhi mashgool apni hi baton mein,
chahe ho tanha lekin…
tallin tha apni hi saugatoN mein,

Aaya phir ek hawa ka Jhonka,
Bante hue tamaam ahsaas
Alfaaz ko usne aisa roka

Aur bhi tanha din, akeli ratein thi,
Tanha woh tha per ab…
Uski apni tanhaiyaan bhi naa uske hathon thi,

Ek baar fir tanha tha musafir tha,
Jhoothe hue saare mayene..
Toot chuka zindagi ka uski nafir tha !!!!!!”

tujhse naaraz nahi hai zindagi…hairaan hun main!

hmmm….nice song…i really like it man…was just listening to it…well its kinda significant too…;) anyway get back to the topic now….well i don understand the complications involved in life..sometime its so simple and sometimes…so complicated that u cant even get head or tail of it… i have been trying to find some answers to questions which i m not aware of…! i don noe…its very arbit…there are times when u don understand whats happening around you..u want to talk…but u don noe to whom?? u just feel left out..even when there is everyone around you to listen to you, to talk to you……and u don even noe what u want to talk about…

life teaches you a lot of things…u noe that you ll find answers to your questions some day but the only problem is u don noe wen!! so you just keep asking yourself when!! And this “when” leads to anxiousness…u try hard to find answers..sometimes in this procedure you things which you should not…u noe u r doing wrong…but then the fact that u noe doing all this will fetch u all ur answers makes u do that…u noe were wrong..but u force urself to believe that u werent! and the funniest thing if by doing all this also… u don get your answers….the situation just gets more complicated….much more than before…things bug you more..much more….plus the guilt feeling kills you!!

thats why “tujhse naaraz nahi hai zindagi, hairaan hun main!!”

hmmm…sup?

arbit name…i noe! long story…no mood to tell now…m arbit man! anyway sup? well this blog is gonna be really arbit…btw i don trust my blogging skills, so i can be a bit chaat and boring at times..so plz bear with me! i noe after like 6 months or something…i m gonna look back and say “i must have been a total idiot while writing this post…!” but there is no harm in trying!
btw i m nuts! lost my mind long time back….m here to write arbit stuff in which i believe in…

Disclaimer : some of the stuff which i write here may be annoying to people…even it may hurt feelings of someone…but its not intended to anything like that…its just coincidence! so plz plz don blame me for anything….i m an innocent guy..

yuppy here goes my first post!!